Tuesday, September 9, 2008

I Wanna Make You Cry

I wanna pull apart your insides,
but that would be mean.
So I'll keep my fingers crossed,
that you forget to breathe.


That's by Sydney Sprague. I've been obsessed with her and her music lately. She's really chill, acoustic. Sooo great. It's the kind of music that my boyfriend wants to make/is making. It's awesome. =)

Bengi, I know how it feels to be dissapointed with a hero/idol. I got to "meet" Fall Out Boy last May since I had meet and greet passes, but all I got to do was say "Hi" and get a picture. It was one of the biggest dissapointments of my life, really. So I feel ya. But I'm not giving up, so neither should you. :]

Well my weekend was actually pretty wonderful. I got to hang out with my boyfriend which is always an amazing time. :] We got to go back to his house and chill for about four hours and watch our favorite movie, Howl's Moving Castle together. And Sunday I got my ears pierced [yeah, for the first time!]. I felt like such a dork going after this six year old girl, but oh well. I just never felt like getting it done. My week has been pretty boring so far, but it's only tuesday, so I'm holding out. I babysit twice this weekend which means money so that's never a bad thing. haha.

Favorite Childhood Memory:
Hmm, I don't know what constitutes as me being a child. I mean, I still consider myself a child, really. Which in that case would mean my favorite/foundest memory would probably be the day my boyfriend told me he loved me. Butttt, if we are going for really little, I don't know if I can pick just one. But one of my favorite memories is when I was about 11 or 12 I think. It was a week before my great-great-aunt died and I got to spend that whole saturday with her playing cards. Her and I were very close since my mom and I lived with my grandma for some time when I was little and she also lived with my grandma. She tought me how to play cards and I've loved card games like Pinochle, Spades, Euchre, etc ever since. So the weekend before she died I was playing Gin Rummy with her in her room and she STILL beat me even at 98 years old! I will never forget that because it was the last time I saw her, and having that good memory makes me soo happy.

Philosophy:
My favorite is definetly Buddhism [technically a philosophy, not a religion since there isn't a deity]. I went to the Buddhist temple in Chinatown, Chicago over the summer [with Tyler actually], and that definetly sparked an interest in me. I'm also doing a World Religions project on the religion right now. While I'm actually growing more and more in my faith [Roman Catholicism] because of my boyfriend, I've always been really inspired by Buddhist teachings and writings.

Well kiddies, I hope you have a great week and weekend. DFTBA.

=)

4 comments:

Bengi said...

I had a phase where I was like obsessed with Buddhism, I wasn't Buddhist but I knew a lot about it. Ya I'm not giving up on the whole Selena Gomez thing :D Hopefully she'll make another movie and come to NYC again! Ah I really want to was Howls Moving Castle! But I haven't had the time!

x
B

XOfresh. said...

Find the time! haha. I understand not having time and what-not. Although I watch atleast half of HMC every night. But I'm a dork, so it doesn't count. haha.

Anonymous said...

Did you know that Sydney is performing today at the Knitting Factory in Downtown Hollywood?

Tickets are $5 at the door! You should go.

Anonymous said...

Whoaa, you've "met" FOB? :O Wow, that's awesome! Better than nothing, I guess

Just thought I'd tell you your memory made me smile :) I'm glad you had such a good time.